Finding new balance.

Here I am. 

Six weeks into this parenting gig and I am exhausted and stressed and absolutely in love. 

I went back to work two weeks ago and since then balance has shifted to work and baby and almost nothing else. It's comfortable though. I am where I want to be in life right now.  Sitting in a recliner with white noise going, sipping coffee and holding my most amazing little squish. 

This is hard. This is beautiful. This is exhausting. And every time I think I've reached my max she smiles at me and everything is ok again.